bangsat !

don't go away- Oasis

a cold and frosty morning
there's not alot to say
about the things caught in my mind
as the day was dawning
my plane flew away
with all the things caught in my mind

and i wanna be there when you're coming down
and i wanna be there when you hit the ground
so don't go away
say what you say
but say that you'll stay

forever and a day
in the time of y life
coz i need more time
yes, i need more time
just to make things right

DAMN MY SITUATION and the games i have to play
with all the things caught in my mind
damn my education
i can't find the words to say
about all things caught in my mind

and i wanna be there when you're coming down
and i wanna be there when you hit the ground
so don't go away
say what you say
but say that you'll stay

me and you what's going on?
all we seem to know is how to show
the feeling that are wrong

dan di dunia ini, manusia bukan berduyun - duyun lahir di dunia dan berduyun duyun pula kembali pulang... seperti dunia pasar malam. Seorang seorang mereka datang... dan pergi . dan yang belum pergi dengan cemas menunggu saat nyawanya terbang entah kemana .

-Pramoedya Ananta Toer, Bukan Pasar Malam-

do you- taylor swift

Do you still have that dream,
that dream of you and me ,
the dream that got us this far,
that got us to where we are.
do you still want the same
as you used to ,
do you still want a me and you,
baby i don't wanna waste my
time but i don't wanna let go,
let go , oh , let go , no , no i don't wanna let go.

don't wanna leave you ,
a just wanna keep you , forever till' the end but baby
baby please dont pretend,
that you truely still love me ,
i know that your above , if
we can make this work - i will,
but tell do you love me still ? tell me baby do you ?

be honest boy ,do you want this , cause i can't see a future ahead of this no more , you can just go and walk out the door , don't tell lies , please dont play games , the thought of whats goin on , drivin' me insane , and if you must , go find another girl you love and lust, but baby i still ...

don't wanna leave you ,
a just wanna keep you , forever till' the end but baby
baby please dont pretend,
that you truely still love me ,
i know that your above , if
we can make this work - i will,
but tell do you love me still ? tell me baby do you ?

am takin' by that look on your face ,am takin' that it's over,
though i need you more than anything or anyone , i suppose i'll let it all go ,but forever baby , my love for you will always grow ,but one more time ,so i know for sure ,
are you ready to walk away ?
leave me behind and forget
our time everday ? do you still want me , i know you will say no , but baby if you really don't love me, then just go ,
but i still ...

don't wanna leave you ,
a just wanna keep you , forever till' the end but baby
baby please dont pretend,
that you truely still love me ,
i know that your above , if
we can make this work - i will,
but tell do you love me still ? tell me baby do you?

goshh..

dear heaven,
i really miss him..


aw.